ipis .. :x

napakawaLang kwenta ng titLe .
hahah .. :]]
actuaLLy , sinuLat ko muna toh sa paper
bago ko ipost ..
habang sinusuLat ko toh , bigLang may ipis na Lumipad .
eh ako p nman ang taong uber takot sa ipis Lalo na pag LumiLipad .
dont know why .. aun , sigaw ako ng sigaw .. :x
then after that scene , i just reaLized .. mukha akong TANGA ..
hahah .. :]] good thing andun si utoL to make hampas the ipis .. :x
aun , that's why ganyan ang titLe .. nyakx !






so , ito na tLga ung part na may sense .. :]] (meron nga ba?)




LIFE'S SHIT . LIFE'S UNFAIR . LIFE'S A JOKE

yan ang kaLimitang maririnig mo sa mga broken hearted ..
yun bang gusto ng magpakamatay dahiL iniisip niLang pinagkaitan
siLa ng tadhana , pinagsakLuban ng Langit at Lupa .. *oa*
yung tipong pakiramdam niLa waLa ng magmamahaL sa kaniLa
kahit keLan . *grabe nman*
na sa tingin niLa katapusan na ng mundo .
yung mga nagiging bitter kahit kanino dahiL sa pinagdadaanan niLa ..

REMEMBER :
bitterness is next to ugLiness .. :]]
- from my bespren

oh my guLay ..
REALITY CHECK PLEASE .. 0_o


kakambaL na tLga ng pagmamahaL ang masaktan .
Sabi nga dun sa paLabas ,
Ang puso , matibay yan . kahit masaktan yan , Lalaban , maghihiLom
at babangon uLit yan ..

May mga tao kze na ayaw magMOVE.ON , ayaw magLET GO at hindi
makaGET.OVER sa nakaraan ..
FOR GOD SAKE .. madami namang tao dito sa mundo ..
Kung hindi sya para sayo , wag mo na ipiLit .. [huwaw . ako ba toh ?]

May mga gusto kze tayo mangyari sa buhay natin na kahit anong gawin
natin , kahit pagbaLibaLiktarin natin ang mundo eh hindi tLga natin
makukuha ..

OO . Life's unfair ..

MAHAL MO PERO HINDI KA MAHAL .
MAHAL KA PERO HINDI MO MAHAL .

Ang hirap dba ? para kang pinagLalaruan .
Nagmumukha kang tanga ..


pero ..

Hindi tanga ang mga taong sobra kung magmahaL ..
Sadyang ginagawa Lang siLang tanga ng mga taong mahaL niLa .
[ sobra nman yang quote n yan ]








ang guLo ng buhay , Lalo na ang pag.ibig .. tsk !

signs :[[

naiinis ako . nagagaLit ako ..
naiimbyerna ko .. LAHAT 2x na .. :[[

Last night kze may nagtx zken ..

"wag mo na ipagckckan sariLi mo kay pochie"

impakta sya kung cnu man sya ..
nkiki pochie din ?? nyeta .. kairita !!
WALANG PAKIALAMANAN .. PWEDE ??
mind ur own business LOSER !!

pag nLaman ko kung cnu ka .
pagsisisihan mong nabuhay kpa sa mundo ..





kaninang umaga , nung naaLala ko nnman un ..
nainis nnman ako .. napaicp tuLoy ako tapos nagpray
ako .. sabi ko :

"bro , penge nman ng sign kung
Lalayuan ko si pochie"

then nung nasa bus ako muntik na ko maiyak ..
sabi kze nung isang character sa palabas ,

"LAYUAN MO NA SYA"

haLa . naguLat ako .. un na ba ung sign na hinihingi ko ??
tapos nagpray uLit ako ..

"bro , isa pang sign"

nung nasa Labas na ko ng boarding house ng
barkada ko , may nagtx zken ..

"kahit gaano karaming signs ang dumating at matupad , kung
hindi ka nya mahal ,
HINDI KA NIYA MAHAL .."

aray ko !! sign nnman ba un ??
naiinis ako .. dapat di n ko humingi ng sign ..
napapaicp tuLoy ako ngaun ..
Lalayuan ko ba si pochie ??
pero bakit ??
dapat ba ??
waLa nman syang ginagawa .. unfair un skanya ..
dba ?? dba ??
huhuh .. naiinis na ko .. :[[

USAPANG SINGLE, TAKEN & HEARTBROKEN

Paano mo malalaman kung ang isang babae ay SINGLE, TAKEN o HEARTBROKEN?

kapag kinakausap mo ang:

* single. wala nang ibang sinasabi. kung ano ano lang. kung ano matripan niya.

* taken. walang ibang sinasabi kundi tungkol sa papabeybs niya.

* heartbroken. walang ibang sinasabi kundi tungkol sa papabeybs niya–dati. laging
sinusumpa ang mga lalaki lalo ang ex niya.

kapag usapang pagibig, ang:

* single. tahimik lang. di kasi nakakarelate. wala pa kasing experience. wala lang sa kanya.

* taken. puro positibo ang sinasabi sa pag-ibig na para bang walang negatibong bagay sa love. sinasabing worth it ang sakit para sa papabeybs niya. di pa kasi nakakaranas ng harteyk.

* heartbroken. ang pinakamadaldal. experienced at expert na! puro bigay advice sa mga friends. alam na ang mga baho ng pag-ibig.

kapag sa inuman, ang:

* single. ang behave. inom lang ng inom. banat ng banat. joke ng joke.

* taken. unti uminom. baka magalit si papabeybs.

* heartbroken. ang walang habas na tatagay hanggang magumaga. mura dito mura doon. lahat para kei expapabeybs. magpapakalasing, magwawala, tatawagan si expapabeybs, iiyak at magmamakaawa. feeling niya may susundo sa kanya. ambisyosa.

kapag tinext mo si:

* single. magrereply kaagad yan.

* taken. di yan magrerep. katext si papabeybs.

* heartbroken. malulungkot kapag nakita na ikaw lang yung nagtext at hindi si expapabeybs.

sa group messages, malalaman mo ang babae ay:

* single. kapag banat yan at jokes. kung hindi naman e wala lang.

* taken. kapag di na nagpaparamdam sa group message. kung pumuti man ang uwak, ang gm niya e tungkol sa happy lab at siyempre di mawawala si papabeybs sa eksena.

* heartbroken. kapag lakas gm. puro inspirational quotes para sa sarili. pero kung superr bitterr na e tungkol sa expapabeybs niyang sira ulo at sa mga mapapait na karanasan sa lecheng pag-ibig.

kapag inaya mong lumabas si:

* single. go lang. basta payag ang parents.

* taken. di pwede. kadate na naman si papabeybs. kung papayag siya, kasama si papabeybs. kung dapuan man ng sakit at pumayag, papaalam muna kei papabeybs bago sa magulang.

* heartbroken. tatanong kung kasama si expapabeybs. (may cases na kapag malandi ka, kapag sasama si expapabeybs e jojoin ka. meron din namang kapag kasama siya e bigla bigla ka na lang mawawalan ng pera at biglang mei maaalalang emergency.)

sa pananamit, si:

* single. kahit ano lang. kung ano sa mood.

* taken. simple lang. sabi kasi ni papabeybs kahit ano suot maganda siya.

* heartbroken. blooming! lahat mapapansin siya except expapabeybs. saklap. )

funny Love story : The phone caLL

A girl quickly punches a number into her phone and waits until she hears the other line pick up.

“Becky, I don’t know what to do, I really don’t. I love him so much and I don’t think he thinks of me that way. I mean, whenever I see him or think of him, I can’t help it, this smile comes across my face. Sometimes he sees me smiling and smiles back. That’s when my knees turn to jello and I get butterflies in my stomach. I know you think that he’s is so totally adorable and cute, but if you look past that and actually listen to what he has to say, you find a totally different person. He’s so caring and considerate and he makes me feel like I don’t deserve him. Well, actually, I don’t deserve him. He’s too perfect, I mean, look at all the girls that fall over for him. I could never be one of those. Their all so pretty and bubbly and….. not me. I couldn’t even start to compare myself to them. But whenever I think of him or see him, I can’t help it, I smile. Now I didn’t tell you this but he called me the other day about homework. I tell you now, I made a complete fool of myself. I’m so embarrassed. I stuttered the whole time, but he was so sweet and just kept talking and making me feel better. He’s so perfect Becky, I don’t deserve him, so why do I keep wishing and praying that he will notice me, why?............Becky? Becky are you there?”

“This isn’t Becky.”

Petrified the girl asks, “Then who is this?”

“ This is the guy who’s smile turns your knees to jello and I just wanted to say one thing. Everything you just said now, I’ve been wanting to say since the day I met you.”

LOVE STORY :]]

We were both young when I first saw you

I close my eyes

And the flashback starts

I'm standing there

On a balcony in summer air

See the lights

See the party, the ball gowns

I see you make your way through the crowd

And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

And I was crying on the staircase

Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you

We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew

So close your eyes

Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter

And my daddy said stay away from Juliet

But you were everything to me

I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone

I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run

You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel

This love is difficult, but it's real

Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh oh

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you is fading

When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone

I keep waiting for you but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think

He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet

You'll never have to be alone

I love you and that's all I really know

I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress

It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh

'Cause we were both young when I first saw you

* happy ending .. yes? :]]

i wish i could be the Juliet in this song too.
hahah .. :]]

Romeo o Romeo,

where for art thou?

hihih ..:]]

NSTP day is pochie day !! :]]

6th NSTP day ng schooL nmin kahapon .
nakakainis . nakakagutom . uber init ..
sabi nga ng cLassmate ko :
"parang nasa city jaiL . ayaw magpaLabas ."

hahah . ang tataba ng utak !
hindi nagpaLabas ng gate dahiL for sure ,
waLa ng babaLik pag may pinaLabas siLa ..
hahah .. :]]


pero ayos Lang yun ..
ang saya saya ko .. :]]
on the way paLang kze ko sa schooL magktext na kmi
ni pochie . [something personaL . hahah]
tapos ayun . hanggang makarating sya sa schooL ,
breaktime and everything ..
nakakatuwa nga eh , waLL Lang paLa ang pagitan namin
tapos magkatext pa kami .. :]]
then naguLat ako nung Lumapit sya samin ng
friend ko ..
shake hands and aLL .. hahah !!
*kiLig gaLore*


nakakahiya Lang . narinig yata ni pochie yung tiLian ng
mga friend ko ..
pano ba naman kze . nakita niLa na kasama ko si pochie .
tapos pag Lapit ko sa tabLe . HALA !
ang mga pagmumukha . aLam mo na agad ang nasa isip ng
mga Loka .. hahah .. ayun ! nagtiLian na ..
hahah .. kakahiya :]]



ayun , he made me smiLe .. :]]
simpLeng bagay Lang pero , it means so much to me ..
sobrang kinumpLeto nya yung araw ko ..
hahah . :]]

friday d' 13th .

wow . tamang tama sa date ang post na ito !!
pang 13th post .. hahah .. :]]



saka ko Lng nLaman na friday d' 13th pLa ngayon
nung nagLalakad na ko ppuntang schooL .

i saw a coupLe having a fight .
na.amaze ako .. first time ko kze nkkita na guy ung naiyak
pag nag-aaway ang magjowa .. [ di ako tsismosa . sa daan ba naman
kze nag-aaway eh .. napatingin Lang ako ..] hihih . :]]

every friday d' 13th . naaaLala ko yung time na sinumpa ko
ang CIE buiLding ng school nmin .. hahah !
agaw eksena kze ko nung time na yun eh ..
JUNE 13 , 2008 ang exact date .. naLaglag Lang naman
ako sa hagdan .. ang dami pang tao ..
pero tayo agad .. [wow ! prang eksena sa ms. universe ] hahah !
pero simuLa nung nkiLala ko si mr. CIE .. binawi ko na yung
sumpa .. hahah !! :]]


tapos naalala ko ngayon yung mga nangyari zken this day .

morning , nag.onLine ako ..
then super happy ako kze nagrepLy si ray aLbert [ my pochie ]
sa message ko at the same time medyo na.sad ako ..

"i rili expect na magkikita tau kanina pero d rin pala nangyari.. :(

bakit kaya?

cguro kasi para d ka magsawa sa kin.. :(

akala ko kaya pa natin magkita pero naging complicated ang lahat kaya

d na nagyari,i think sunod na balik ko ata sa skul sa wednesday pa..

para sa kuhanan ng C.cards :("

nung sumakay ako sa bus ..
may girL na nag-alok ng upuan . kaLa ko nga magkakilala kami eh ..
naguLat ako syempre pero nagmaganda ko ..
dun ako umupo sa duLo .. :]]



finaL exam sa major ,
kaLa ko super hirap .. yung PRE-FINAL exam nmin Last week
din yung pinatest smin .. ayos !! :]]




tambay sa CiT 2nd fLoor ,
after ng exam . tambay na dahil wla ng cLass . then nakita ko si
kuyang HRM . :]]
he smiLed at me kze kaLa nya ako yung nagsabi ng "ingat kuya!"
kiLig moment .. hahah





uwian . sa bus uLit ..
naguLat ako sa katabi ko . napahawak sya sa arm ko nung inayos
nya yung aircon .. [wag ka . LasaLista ! hahah .. ang wafu ..]
then he said sorry naman . and then binibigyan ako ng
LAYS [sour cream and onion] .. hahah !
first time kze nangyari zken yan ..
i thought pag nakasakay ako sa bus , di ako nag.eexist ..
hahah . parang invisibLe ba ..
ayun . feeLing ko nga nagbLush ako kze ang init ng face ko ..
tapos kze napangiti sya .. hihih .. :]]



i Love friday d' 13th .. :]]

TiPS FOR YOU GUYS ..

nahalungkat ko sa notes ko nung high school ako ..
hahah .. tagal na .. :]]

1. Hindi porket kayo na eh kampante ka na habangbuhay
siyang nandyan:

-> HELLO ?!! kahit nga mag-asawa naghihiwalay eh , magsyota pa
kaya ? pag nag-isip na ang girlfriend nyo kung worth it pa kayong kasama ,
LAGOT !! you did something wrong for sure . or maybe , you didn't do anything .
kaya sana , always make her feel na yung ginagawa nyo habang nanliligaw kayo
eh hindi lang para mapasagot sya . kasi ang babalik balikan nya kapag
nagtanong na yun eh siguradong yung panahon na ipinaparamdam mo sa kanya
na sya ang pinakaimportante sa buhay mo . MEANING , yung time na hindi pa
kayo . Ipagpatuloy sana kung gaano mo sya kadalas itext noon , bigyan ng
letters and small tokens , hindi naman kung ano yung binigay nyo yung mahalaga sa kanya eh , ang mahalaga yung naaalala nyo sya .
make her feel importannt everyday , that she's important to you .

2. Give her a reason to trust you:

-> maraming lalaki ang PATHOLOGICAL LIARS or magaling gumawa ng
lusot . kaya sana wag kang magbigay ng pagkakataong isipin nya na
hindi kayo HONEST sa kanya . at maraming babae ang PARANOID ,
either nag-aalala sa inyo or nag-aalala na baka may ginagawa ka ng kakaibang
MILAGRO . kahit papaano ipaalam nyo naman sa kanya na buhay pa kayo
at kung ano ang nangyari sa inyo . Lalo na kung hindi talaga kayo BUSY .
Hindi naman mahirap magparamdam lalo na kung may cellphone naman
kayo pareho diba ?
TRUST ?? meron sya sayo PERO sa nakapaligid sayo .. WALA !!
and remember na ang mga girls may instinct yan . Tandaan nyo , ayon sa psychology ..
"80% ng instinction ng girls ay totoo " ..
Kung ang girlfriend mo eh may isang girl na pinagseselosan , kahit pa anong
paliwanag nyo eh hindi yan maniniwala kasi iba ang nafefeel nya sa girl na yun .
TAMA DIBA ?! so kung mahal mo talaga si jowa , try mo umiwas dun
sa girl na yun . Iwas dun sa girl , iwas away din yan .

3. Wag agad magbigay ng excuse kapag sinabi nya kung ano ang
mali mo :

-> sana kapag may pinopoint-out sa inyo ang GF nyo , wag nyo agad supalpalan
ng kung anu-anong dahilan . babae yan , malambot ang puso nyan sa inyo .
Pinapakinggan kayo at lagi yang kampi sa inyo .
Pag may nakita syang mali sa inyo , give her a chance to explain why she
thinks it's wrong instead of having her to listen to you to convince her you're right .
Mahilig kasi magjustify ang mga lalaki . gusto nyo kayo ang laging tama . either
that , or kapag nakikinig nga , lalabas naman sa kabilang tenga .

4. Tell her things she used to hear from you :

-> Ask her how she is , kung kumain na ba sya , nagawa na ba nya yung dapat
nyang gawin , etc .. Consistent ka dapat . Hindi yung isang araw ang
attentive mo sa kanya , the next day para kang bato na walang pakialam .
Hindi mo lang alam , maraming nagtetext sa kanya ng mga bagay
na yan , at baka mas marami pa ang nagpapakamatay para lang masabi sa
kanya ang mga hindi mo nasasabi .







** make her feel greatful that she wants to stay
in your relationship .. Keep her close **

pag-ibig .. :]]

My girlfriends and I had a conversation a couple of
weeks ago bout falling inlove ..
One of them finally shared something bout her love story.
Unfortunately, we can't understand what she's talkin' about
kze nman , first time nya nagkwento ..
There's this guy na pinakilala skanya ng
tita nya. Then , they became friends.. They hang-out together,
play badminton together, etc ..
Tapos dumating sa point na tinanong ni GUY if pwede ba daw
Ligawan yung friend ko. [i wont mention her name to hide her identity]

We asked her kung ano yung nararamdaman nya kay GUY
or kung sasagutin nya.
Then she said na masaya sya pag kasama nya si GUY but
natatakot daw sya na baka masaktan sya if ever maging sila.



naimagine ko tuloy si anne curtis saying:
"kaya ayoko ng relationships eh. kze in the end, magkakasakitan din kau"
hahah . tama ba ung line ?

anyway , back to the topic ..
ayun , syempre part na ng LOVE ang masaktan ..
sabi nga:

in Love, when break-up comes and it's time to say goodbye ,
don't doubt the Love just because it didn't Last .
May mga bagay sa buhay na di man nagtatagal , it doesn't
mean di na totoo .
Some good things are just never really meant to Last forever .
Okay Lang yun .
Bless the parting and MOVE ON .
Expect the tears , sorrows and sLeepLess nights and pain .
IKA NGA , it's when you hurt the worst that
you Love the most .
kung di ka willing masaktan , wag ka naLang magmahaL .


oha ! oha ! tama naman dba ?

i beLieve na kahit di mo mahal ung isang
tao , hindi impossibLe na mafaLL ka sknya ..
Lalo na kung pinaparamdam nya na importante ka sknya.
at minamahal ka nya . dba ?
anything could be possible .. :]]
sino mas pipiLiin mo ,
yung taong mahaL mo o yung taong nagmamahaL sayo ?
[comment kayo . heheh]




pero ,
not all love story has a happy ending .. :'(

muntik na ..:[[

ayun .
Last friday nagkatampuhan kami ni pochie ..
hm , ako Lang paLa yung nagtampo ..

pano ba naman kze ,
di nya ko pinansin ..
tintawag ko sya tapos di Lumingon ..
huhuh .. take note , nasa Likod Lang nia ko ..
kea ayun .. dedma effect na din ako after that moment ..

pero kinikiLig ako sa mga tinex nya zken ..
na tinitignan daw nya ko and
tinititigan nung nasa may tapat kami ng chapeL
na he's in front of the university Library ..

then Last night , i mean kninang madaLing araw ..
magkatext kami ..
ndi pa kmi ok nung una ..
tapos sabi nya

"u gave me reason to hurt you .
, sana man Lang iniintindi at nkknig ka skn :'(" ..

ayun . may cnbi kze ko ..
pero ok na kami ngayon .. :]]
tinanong ko sya kung importante ba ko skanya ..

"d sana sa mga oras nato d kta tntxt kundi ka importante skn dba?
pag nbsa mu ung msg q sau sa fs.."


message nya sa fs ko:

"hindi ko nman alam na tinawag mo ko ee..
d rin kita nakita nun kea d kta napansin nung tym na yun.
kung nakita nman kita kikibuin kita ee..
remember nung 1st meet natin aq na yung kumibo sau?d nman aq tulad ng iniisip mo ee..sana icipn mu din yung syd ko..
kasi dko nman talaga narinig o nakita kita.
yup, birthday ko tom. then sasabihin mong mag enjoy ako?
parang ang hirap nman atang mag enjoy nun?
SORRY..nExt tym paki batukan ako ng Malakas pag nangyari ulit yun ha?
waaaaaaa...
I Hope to meet you on Tuesday or Wednesday in Person and sana makilala ko rin yung mga friends mu..
ingats ka palagi..."

aun . nagsorry sya ..
buti naLang .. kaLa ko mawawaLa sya zken ..
muntik Lang , kung pinairaL ko ung kagagahan ko ..
it's my fauLt din naman kze ..



im so happy and kinikiLig at the same time ..
birthday pLa nya ngayon ..
hope he's having a good time ..

Love wiLL aLways stay .

" Once in a while, in the middle of an ordinary life,
love gives us a fairy tale "

Sometimes, we close our eyes and LISTEN TO THE ECHOES OF OUR HEARTS. We all fall in love and there are times when we love so much that we lose ourselves in the emotions. More often than not, we wonder why there are love that grows, and love that grows cold. We would start to search for answers and try to find where love has gone wrong. But in the end, we find ourselves where we started for we cannot question when it has its own reasons. Love will always be as it always has been…silent, mysterious and sleeply profound.

Many of us believe that love is forever

, that love never dies, only to be disillusioned in the end when we find our hands empty and our hearts empty. We mistakenly have looked at love as a need to be fulfilled. But love is only a gift given to us. We should not hold it in our hands for we may never find the courage to let it go when it decides to leave. We should only embrace its warmth and glow while it lasts and freely open our arms when it is time to say goodbye.

When we fall in love with someone, we don’t want that feeling to end for it is everything we are, every thing that we wanted to be. We pray that love will stay and grow in our hearts. But, if it doesn’t, then we should never let our lives be taken by it for life should not end where heartaches begin.

There is always a reason why we have to move on. When we have to say goodbye to the feelings that we wanted to stay forever,let us not wave our hands with a heavy heart for love will have to set its wings free and find the place where it belongs.

We have lost it then again when we close our eyes and LISTEN TO THE ECHOES OF OUR HEARTS. We will hear that feeling resounding silently forever.

Then we’ll know it has never left us, for the good that we have become because of love will always stay. It will always be there reminding us that we should be thankful, not because we have lost love, but because, for once in our lives, that feeling lived in our hearts and made us happy.

ang hirap . :[[

bakit mahirap ipaubaya ang mahal mo sa iba ,
kahit wala kang karapatan sa kanya ?
Ano ba ang mas mahirap ?
Ang aminin na mahal mo siya o makita siyang
nilalandi ng iba ?



nyahaha .
nabasa ko sa newspaper ..
parang tanga Lang .. hay naku .


ang hirap
kze pag waLang nagmamahaL .. :[[
gaya ko .. hahah ! basta . enjoy naLang .
tira ! tira ! :]]